When hiding behind the strong me. I feel sad, sick and fed up. I feel like this
because i have a peace of my heart that is broken. That peace of me is my dad who died from cancer.
Although my friends say that he is with me like a body as warm as a boiler.
I feel like he has gone, one of the reasons i feel like this is because i used to get bullied because i didnt have a dad. And my mum has a mental illness like a dream that you carnt see because it isnt a phisical illness .
All i want is to have that peace of me back. But i no that i wont get that but what i do have is young cares sone one who to talk to. Instead of people judeing me and thinking that i am a bad person. " WHEN I AM NOT "